There are no sorrows. The stranger dawns my phone. The face is familiar yet unknown. Anxiety drives my heartbeat. Home is uncomfortable. Medicine is my only relief.
You promised forever. You were kind and gentle. Now ridden with cold and stone. Tomorrow may show more or has potential to worsen. Why is this so hard?
I plan for a move. I save for my future that was once to be ours. I refuse to be together but riding solo.
You have this amazing way of turning it all on me. It’s a gift that strangles my sanity. It angers and saddens me.
The trust is gone. I am done sacrificing and taking blame. I am solely focused on what comes next. I pray for peace not reconciliation at this point. This is life with a narcissist who has mastered gaslighting.
I Just Want To Survive 