So early in the day this proved to be a little more difficult. However, this made me mindful on a constant basis of his feelings and how he might take things. This also made me very self aware of just how many negative things I say or think.
Honestly, although hard it made me feel better. I don’t actually think he even realized, however, he does appear to be a little more upbeat…
Now on to day 2… I must continue to not say anything negative and perform a random gesture of kindness. He’s leaving for Pittsburg tomorrow so this may have to go on hold. Which may not be a horrible thing since I probably need a heck of a lot more practice at the not saying anything negative. (please continue to pray for my strength and endurance)
I am absolutely committed to doing this with all my heart. My marriage is in pieces and this is my last effort to turn things around.